A new beginning

Words sometimes get caught and they just have to come out. Hoping to share what I have swarming around inside. Enjoy.

Friday, May 6, 2016

E.D.I.T.

I've been on this Weight Watcher "way of life" forever it seems.  Made Life Time, loved it, swore to maintain and NEVER EVER regain those 30 pounds I worked so hard to lose.  And as things tend to go, I gained it all back.  Every pound, bite by bite.  I rejoined, recommitted, struggled, failed, cheated, starved, walked, "fudged" those trackers, drank the water, counted the points, weighed every bite and eventually came to a realization.

If I was serious "this time", I'd rejoin, on-line and go to weekly meetings.  So I did.  For about about a year I've been at it.  Again.  Found a good group, a great leader, working the program and on the right path, seeing the results I needed to see and feel.  And then I hit that wall.  Feeling too good, a bit smug even, not quite following the program but not not following either.  But the numbers show the truth.

So I had a talk with myself.  Admitted that I had to quit trying to cheat the system, quit thinking that if I was really "good" on Thursday, the numbers would be so awesome at my Friday weigh-in.   Like a kid taking a test and studying really hard the night before the test.  I was failing.  So this week I introduced something new.  My latest deal:  Every. Day. Is. Thursday.  E.D.I.T.

And Friday's weigh in?  Down.  So it begins.

E.D.I.T.